Friday, December 31, 2010
My life turned 180 degrees and I often felt like a big ass loser but then I realized that the only loser in the world is the person who thinks they're a loser so I got back up and live on.
I learned a lot in 2010 that I don't have to sell my soul to be somebody and I'm glad I didn't. I am a somebody because I believe I am.
Goodbye, 2010. You've been a pain in the ass a lot of times but you make me learn a lot of things and for that, I thank you.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
photo source : teenvogue.com and refinery29.com
And you know what? I didn't feel stressed at all. Maybe it's because I know the reason why I didn't passed these 5 subjects.
- Math : I suck at counting and it takes a very long time for me to really understand math
- Physics : there are math in it
- Biology : I think there are just too much latin word haha
- History : I didn't turn in an assignment
- Environmental education : I didn't turn in 2 assignment
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
WON FIRST PLACE!!!!!! Alhamdulillah. We are soooo happy, speechless, and every good word in the English dictionary hahaha.
Every long hours of practice, staying out from foods that can damage your voice, missing hanging out with friends, and everything we've sacrificed for are all worth it! We enjoyed our performance and thank God the judges and audiences enjoyed it too.
Of course, we couldn't be here without kak Kenar, our teacher, although he got mad at us a few days ago I'm glad we can still work things out and act like a team.
I can't say anything anymore except that I love Grazia Vocalista with all of my heart and thank you for the experience and I love love love loooooove you guys!
P.S. I'm seriously gonna miss singing with the 12th graders. Good luck for your UAN, kak. I hope you can all pass and graduate with flying colors and got accepted to your choice of university. Amin :D
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
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Saturday, December 4, 2010
Thank you for your surprise hugs.
Thank you for your very "unyu" text messages.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for being so mean to me this past few weeks but I forgive you.
It had been a wonderful short roller coaster ride with you.
Thank you and goodbye.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Here's my promise hehe. This is my hair now. It's much much much shorter and much much much thinner. Recently, few people told me that my hair looked a bit thicker! I've been using this medical shampoo that my best friend, Amira, told me about and I think it's working. I hope I can have my old hair back very very soon.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Every time I opened tumblr and I see those long flowy haired girls I got mad. I really really really really wish my hair didn't fall out this bad. Ergh I just wanna wear a wig!!!!!!!
Hopefully my hair grows out fast and it doesn't fall out again.
P.S. coming not so soon : a picture of my (not so) new hair hehe
Sunday, November 7, 2010
On the first day the extracurriculars started, I was confused because apparently choir and debate started at the same time. I was hella pissed! I loved choir but I also loved English debate. Then I remembered the first day I saw GV so I picked GV. Kak Kenar, our instructor, tested our voice and I got sorted in to alto 2 which was (I think) the lowest voice for woman.
For 2 weeks I juggled between choir and debate. But then I got tired and decided to left debate and focused on choir. Not only because I loved it more but because I was picked to participate in the 1st ever GV concert. I was excited and nervous at the same time because I couldn't read the notes and everybody else seemed to be a pro at this choir stuff. During the time we practiced for the concert, I learned more and more about my seniors and what GV is all about.
A few weeks after we practiced for concert, Kak Kenar told us that we were gonna participate in The 2nd Gunadarma Choir Festival and the concert's canceled because it didn't get the approval from school (you suck). The ones who would participate were the ones in the concert team so I was in. Again, when practicing, we grew in to each other even more. We laughed, ate, drank, act silly together and we knew each other very well.
Although I sometimes whine about practicing too much, I always forgot what I hate about practicing each and every day when I'm actually doing it. They made me feel so comfy that it didn't even felt like a practice.
By the time of the competition, we all bonded like we had known each other for years it made the other teams (I think) kinda jealous about our family-like team.
After we performed, we felt good and we were really hoping we'd won because this was the last competition for the 12th graders. When the judges announced that GV didn't won, we all broke in to tears. We weren't crying because we lost (we were in 6th place and our score was qualified to get a gold) but because it was the 12th graders' last competition with GV and it was also their first lost. I cried because I realized that I couldn't practice with them again and I was sad to see them crying. We talked about our experience working together and what we did wrong and Kak Kenar gave us a few sweet words.
At that moment, I realized how much I love GV and how it is more than just an extracurricular. It's a family.
Thanks to Kak Astari for the photo!
Monday, November 1, 2010
Most of my time are spent on studying or working on school/extracurricular related things. I have very limited free time. Something's wrong with my social life. Haven't had time to have a quality talk with him. I miss dancing, singing, and acting. I miss going out with my friends. I feel like my life's moving too fast.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Let's just hope we did better in the 1st semester test. Amin :D
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
If you want more, don't forget to attend HSC 34's closing ceremony on Sunday, 17 October 2010 from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. at SMAN 34 Jakarta with performances by Soulvibe, Barry Likumahuwa Project, The Authentics, L'alphalpha, 34 choir, 34 Saman Dance, and many more!
Fight as Heroes, Win as Legends. Go go HSC 34!!!
P.S. I SERIOUSLY LOVE TODAY SO MUCH.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
For more info, see HSC 34's timeline or ask to their twitter here :D :D
See you on HSC 34, people. Fight as Heroes Win as Legends.
Friday, October 1, 2010
He's so crazy and silly, I think he loves to sing weird songs, he loves to clap, he's WEIRD. Yes, people, he's weird and I like it.
Not hoping for anything, though. Just gonna go with the flow.
P.S. If any one knows who this mystery guy is, please shut your mouth. Oh yeah, no body read this blog anyway HAHAHAHAHAHA
Monday, September 27, 2010
There are a few new news on 34 Senior High School's HSC 34. First, they have announced the guest stars on the closing of HSC 34, they are Soulvibe, Barry Likumahuwa Project, The Authentics, L'alphalpha and SKUBO. The closing ceremony will be held on Sunday, 17 October 2010 at SMAN 34 Jakarta.
To know more about the competition or how to join, please ask HSC 34 team here!!!
Don't forget to clear you calendars so you can attend HSC 34.
Fight as Heroes, Win as Legends!
Monday, September 20, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
In celebrating our 32nd birthday, SMAN 34 Jakarta happily presents: High School Celebration 34 on 9-17 Oktober 2010 at SMAN 34 Jakarta and GOR Soemantri. There are Basket Ball, Saman, Futsal, Soccer and Modern Dance competition. Don't forget to sign your school to participate in those competitions!
For anyone who wants to participate in futsal competition, you can contact Chika : 08568941384 or Ian : 085710952408.
If you want to participate in saman competition, you can contact Ulya : 02193076620 or Nadia 08561988870
For more info, follow and ask @HSC_34.
Join us! Fight as Heroes, Win as Legends!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
And now, I just got back from my very very late birthday party and it's the 2nd time I tried to use the eyebrow pencil because I have very thin eyebrow. It's very thin that in pictures you can't even see it! Here's me without the made up eyebrow hahahaha.
And here's me with my eyebrow done. I drew it my self. I hope it doesn't look weird or too fake :/
So what do you think? Sorry I covered my face like that. Not in the mood to smile or anything so I look very mean hahahaha
Friday, September 3, 2010
Oh yeah, before holiday starts I caught up with a lot of subjects (because I didn't go to school for 2 weeks, the typhus) and it's tiring! I did 2 tests in a day and turned in 3 assignments in another day. It's official : high school took over my life.
Oh yeah, don't forget to take part in HSC 34! Sign your school's sports and arts team to HSC 34. Also don't forget to follow their twitter here.
Monday, August 23, 2010
I started the day waking up and moved to the family room. Of course, I lied down on the sofa and didn't get any birthday wishes from my mom and sisters because the night before at 1 in the morning they woke me up and wished me a happy birthday. Then I ate my before breakfast medicines then ate breakfast then ate my antibiotic. After that I spent the whole morning reply-ing birthday wishes from everyone on twitter and facebook and text messages. Then I ate my before lunch medicine, ate lunch and ate antibiotic. Then I watched tv, played around with my tumblr, ate more medicines, replied more birthday wishes and waited for my aunts, uncles and cousins to come. Yes, they all decided to come because it was my birthday and I were sick hehe.
When fast breaking time came, we ate and drank. My aunt brought lasagna which was a food that I could eat aside from porridge. She also brought somay but I couldn't eat it.
Surprisingly, my 2 aunts both bought me cakes and both of the cake were chocolate, which is my fave by the way. So, I had 2 cakes. Luckily, I could eat the cake so that's the one thing that really cheered me up.
Then we chatted and watched tv then do our prayers together including the tarawih then we chatted again then they went home.
After that I watched more tv and surfed the internet and hit the bed.
That's what I did on my birthday. And did I mention that my party's postponed (again). *deep sigh*
Friday, August 20, 2010
So I got my blood checked last night. When it was time for the nurse to put the needle in my arm, I could only grab my mom's hand and squeezed it because for me it hurts really bad. And the worst thing was they couldn't took my blood on my right arm because they said I'm too tense. So after they tried to take my blood from my right arm and didn't succeed, they took my blood from my left arm. It was horrible! They put the needles so long inside my arm because they're looking for the blood vessel and when they got in it my blood won't come out. Then we waited for 30 minutes and the doctor said I got the typhus and gave me antibiotics and medicines. She also said that I have to bed rest for a week or I have to stay in the hospital.
So here I am, lying on the sofa all day with the tv and laptop as my friends. And the worst thing about this is tomorrow's my birthday. How wonderful.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
On my 2nd of pesantren, I had a terrible stomachache. Every time I moved, the pain came back. I had to lie down and curl to a ball like shape so I didn't feel the pain. Trust me, if you saw me you'd laugh your ass off. From then on, I knew it was because of the foods because each time I finished eating and drinking, the stomachache came back.
So now I'm at home, resting, can't go to school. I normally would cheer but high school got a lot of tests and assignments so me not going to school means me getting a lot of work. *faint*
Hope I get better soon because I don't wanna see piles of assignment near my birthday :/
P.S. tomorrow is my friend, Ines', birthday! Too bad I can't go to school :''''(
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
I know a lot of people say this iPhone's not good but I can't help feeling like a caveman when seeing this phone.
This pen's very awesome, useful, cute, did I mention awesome?
Gah I always love this kind of books!
Just cute and simple. Love it!
How can you not love this whole collection?!
This t-shirt's just............. undescribable.
How can you not love this shoes?
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Anyway, I'm going to a 3 day 2 night trip for Pesantren Ramadan. It's an activity where Muslims studied religion deeper in Ramadan month. Because of this I won't be able to blog for a few days (like I blog regularly now haha).
So, Happy Fasting to you all. May Allah's blessings be with you throughout this Holy month :D
Saturday, July 31, 2010
So many things to learn so little time.
So many things to decide.
So many new rules to follow.
Whining stops right here.
It's a beginning of a new chapter.
I love my new friends.
I (almost) love my new class.
I love the school's friendly atmosphere.
I love the way teachers treat us like young adults but still help us like we're little kids.
Praising stops here. Will be continued when I discovered something new to love.
P.S. I just got back from LDKS (School's Basic Leadership Training) trip and I met a few of new friends from another class which became my best friends right now and I'm starting to love my generation. Hooray for 34 2013!
Saturday, July 24, 2010
My new school's very different from my junior high. It's much stricter (or is it more strict?) and the way we learn is also different. The school uses moving class system and with 40 students/class, the teacher can't possibly personally teaches us when we don't know/understand something so we have to think of other ways to ask or learn.
I already made a lot of new friends and they're ah-mazing! Still hoping I can remember each and every name of my generation but with 270-ish students I don't think I can hahaha.
It's been quiet fun so far and I hope it will continue to be fun for 3 years. I (hope I can) love you (as much as I love Surapatih)!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Aside from feeling so excited, there are some things that I have to sacrifice. For example, I have to go to school at 5.30 a.m. everyday because the distance from my house to 34 is quite far. If I don't want to wake up that early, I can stay with my grandma because her house is close to 34. But, I choose to stay at home and try going to school at 5.30 a.m. everyday. Fyi, the thought of waking up before Subuh scared me hahaha.
Did I mention that the rules in that school is 180 degrees different from my junior high?! It's verrrrrrrrrrrrry strict! We have to wear our tie and belt or we got points (if you got many points you can get expelled) and the scariest for me : if we're late we are sent home. Fyi, I am known in my junior high school as the one who is always late haha. But, I gotta do what I gotta do. New day, new school, new friends, new opportunities!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
After I re-applied, I went back home and just sitting back watching TV and eating whatever's on the table. After that I got bored so I turned on the computer and opened my twitter.
Just a few minutes after I tweet, my friend, Rahma, told me that I was already in the 121st rank in my 2nd choice. This means, I didn't get accepted at my 1st choice. I originally didn't want to check my rank until tomorrow afternoon (the result's tomorrow afternoon) so Rahma's tweet was the first and last info about me until tomorrow afternoon. This means InsyaAllah I'll get accepted at one of the four other high schools I've chosen which are not bad.
But I can't help to feel like a total crap knowing that my score is just 0,2 scores away from getting into my 1st choice. And also knowing that a friend of mine who bought answers to UAN is currently in the middle rank of my 1st choice and I think s/he will get accepted. I know this isn't my fault but I keep feeling like a total loser.
I keep thinking that I let my parents down even though I know that they're still proud of me and I keep blaming the people who bought answers when I know that it's really none of their fault that I was rejected.
Now I'm crying while writing this post still wondering why am I crying? I think this is what you called disappointment.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
But a lot of my friends from another school said that tomorrow until the 30th are the enrollment date for students outside of Jakarta and students from Jakarta's enrollment date is 1-3 July. Since today's Sunday I can't call the nearest public high school to ask this. So, I asked mom. She helped. A bit.
She said that I should go tomorrow just to check but bring all of the paper works just in case the enrollment starts tomorrow so I can apply on the first day.
So I guess that's what I'll do. Hope the enrollment's tomorrow so I don't have to wake up early for nothing.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I know this may sound weird for a big Harry Potter fan but the truth is I haven’t read all the books. I’ve only read the third book and then I stopped.
The reason I did that was, I knew that books were much greater and detailed than the films. So, if I read the books before the film, it would make me knew everything about the film. But, if I watched the movies first and then read the book, I’ll still be surprised by a lot of things that didn’t make it to the movie.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
That's all I can say. Hope twitter's feeling better any time soon. I need gossip to live (oh I'm such a drama queen)!
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Aw, so sweet!
This is Remedy from The Trees And The Wild. Gah I adore him so much!
A few of Surapatih girls. They are so beautiful and I love them so much :')
Cute Awesome photographer on our farewell trip.