boom

this morning i just heard about the bomb in ritz-carlton and j.w. marriott jakarta. when i heard that news i immediately felt paranoid. this is the second time (second time, right?) the j.w. marriott hotel jakarta had been bombed and their security system must be super tough, right? and still there was a bomb there
hhhhh i felt terrible laughing this morning when i still didn't know that there was a bomb. i felt terrible sleeping at home this afternoon while other people cried because they just lost a family member. and i felt terrible writing this because i know i can go down stairs turn on the tv and watch the news about this. grrrrr so many terrible things
according to a friend of mine the bombs are everywhere. malls, cafes, hotels, international schools, embassies, and other places. and this made me more paranoid! gosh, i mean it's like the savest place is home. and i'm not the type who can just stay at home and figure out what to do. yikes!
and the worst part is that my elementary reunion was postponed!!! argh i really wanted to meet them again so bad! and now it's postponed because of the damn bomb. why oh why terrorist did you do this to me?!
so, today is a paranoid day for me and the bomb affect other people in their own way.
i pray for all of the victim's family and i hope there will be no other bombs