it's high school

It's tough.
So many things to learn so little time.
So many things to decide.
So many new rules to follow.
Whining stops right here.

It's a beginning of a new chapter.
I love my new friends.
I (almost) love my new class.
I love the school's friendly atmosphere.
I love the way teachers treat us like young adults but still help us like we're little kids.
Praising stops here. Will be continued when I discovered something new to love.

P.S. I just got back from LDKS (School's Basic Leadership Training) trip and I met a few of new friends from another class which became my best friends right now and I'm starting to love my generation. Hooray for 34 2013!

first post...

As an official high school student :D I am now Dania Anisa Najmi from 34 public high school.
My new school's very different from my junior high. It's much stricter (or is it more strict?) and the way we learn is also different. The school uses moving class system and with 40 students/class, the teacher can't possibly personally teaches us when we don't know/understand something so we have to think of other ways to ask or learn.
I already made a lot of new friends and they're ah-mazing! Still hoping I can remember each and every name of my generation but with 270-ish students I don't think I can hahaha.
It's been quiet fun so far and I hope it will continue to be fun for 3 years. I (hope I can) love you (as much as I love Surapatih)!

tumblr challenge

So I'm doing this Tumblr 30 days challenge where we have to post something everyday according to the challenge. It's very very fun!
To see the challenges click here, to see my first day challenge click here and to keep up with the challenges click here to go to my profile.
Don't forget to check it out! If you have tumblr, let's do the challenge!

golden snitch

I got bored so I drew this. Long live Harry Potter!

i am no longer school-less

Yes, people. I am accepted at a high school. It's 34 public high school! I'm grateful because a lot of people wanted to go to that school and I'm accepted :D There are a lot of consideration when I had to choose between 34 and a private school that I got accepted a few months ago. But I chose 34 because I wanna try something new (which is going to a public high school). I already report my self to that school and by tomorrow, I'll be officially a 34 high school student (not yet official because I forgot to bring a few documents on Friday).
Aside from feeling so excited, there are some things that I have to sacrifice. For example, I have to go to school at 5.30 a.m. everyday because the distance from my house to 34 is quite far. If I don't want to wake up that early, I can stay with my grandma because her house is close to 34. But, I choose to stay at home and try going to school at 5.30 a.m. everyday. Fyi, the thought of waking up before Subuh scared me hahaha.
Did I mention that the rules in that school is 180 degrees different from my junior high?! It's verrrrrrrrrrrrry strict! We have to wear our tie and belt or we got points (if you got many points you can get expelled) and the scariest for me : if we're late we are sent home. Fyi, I am known in my junior high school as the one who is always late haha. But, I gotta do what I gotta do. New day, new school, new friends, new opportunities!

i can't help but feel like a total loser

Today I re-applied for high school. Didn't re-applied yesterday because I was still in Bogor with my family and Felix. There wasn't a lot of people and I only have to wait for about 15 minutes to get the print out of my application, not like the previous application which I had to wait for about 4 hours.
After I re-applied, I went back home and just sitting back watching TV and eating whatever's on the table. After that I got bored so I turned on the computer and opened my twitter.
Just a few minutes after I tweet, my friend, Rahma, told me that I was already in the 121st rank in my 2nd choice. This means, I didn't get accepted at my 1st choice. I originally didn't want to check my rank until tomorrow afternoon (the result's tomorrow afternoon) so Rahma's tweet was the first and last info about me until tomorrow afternoon. This means InsyaAllah I'll get accepted at one of the four other high schools I've chosen which are not bad.
But I can't help to feel like a total crap knowing that my score is just 0,2 scores away from getting into my 1st choice. And also knowing that a friend of mine who bought answers to UAN is currently in the middle rank of my 1st choice and I think s/he will get accepted. I know this isn't my fault but I keep feeling like a total loser.
I keep thinking that I let my parents down even though I know that they're still proud of me and I keep blaming the people who bought answers when I know that it's really none of their fault that I was rejected.
Now I'm crying while writing this post still wondering why am I crying? I think this is what you called disappointment.

i'm still school-less

Because the government decided to repeat all of the enrollment process from the very beginning. Yes, we have to re-apply because the center server was broken so a lot of applicants' name wasn't in the list. Or something like this.

What confuses me is that they say the server's the one which is broken so our documents must be save. Why couldn't they use our old documents and put it in the list? Why do we need to re-enter our files to enroll? Did they lost it? Or what?

Oh well, my beloved nation is still learning how to make things right and this is their first time doing something like this. I wish them good luck for next year.

dear Diknas,

I'm still school-less. Which one's my school?!

it's time it's time!

So today until 3 July 2010 is the enrollment date for public high school. I have enrolled this morning. The system's crappy and it's confusing. Well, I gotta do what I gotta do, right? I have to wait until 3rd July to know which public high school am I accepted at. Wish me luck for 28 High School, will ya? :D