i'm 15!

But I'm sick. So.... This is not the best birthday.
I started the day waking up and moved to the family room. Of course, I lied down on the sofa and didn't get any birthday wishes from my mom and sisters because the night before at 1 in the morning they woke me up and wished me a happy birthday. Then I ate my before breakfast medicines then ate breakfast then ate my antibiotic. After that I spent the whole morning reply-ing birthday wishes from everyone on twitter and facebook and text messages. Then I ate my before lunch medicine, ate lunch and ate antibiotic. Then I watched tv, played around with my tumblr, ate more medicines, replied more birthday wishes and waited for my aunts, uncles and cousins to come. Yes, they all decided to come because it was my birthday and I were sick hehe.
When fast breaking time came, we ate and drank. My aunt brought lasagna which was a food that I could eat aside from porridge. She also brought somay but I couldn't eat it.
Surprisingly, my 2 aunts both bought me cakes and both of the cake were chocolate, which is my fave by the way. So, I had 2 cakes. Luckily, I could eat the cake so that's the one thing that really cheered me up.
Then we chatted and watched tv then do our prayers together including the tarawih then we chatted again then they went home.
After that I watched more tv and surfed the internet and hit the bed.
That's what I did on my birthday. And did I mention that my party's postponed (again). *deep sigh*

more tummy prob

Remember in the last post I told you that I had digestion infection? Well it turns out to be typhus. I didn't get better after 2 days so my mom decided to get my blood checked which I hate because I hate needles. Please don't laugh I'm so terrified.
So I got my blood checked last night. When it was time for the nurse to put the needle in my arm, I could only grab my mom's hand and squeezed it because for me it hurts really bad. And the worst thing was they couldn't took my blood on my right arm because they said I'm too tense. So after they tried to take my blood from my right arm and didn't succeed, they took my blood from my left arm. It was horrible! They put the needles so long inside my arm because they're looking for the blood vessel and when they got in it my blood won't come out. Then we waited for 30 minutes and the doctor said I got the typhus and gave me antibiotics and medicines. She also said that I have to bed rest for a week or I have to stay in the hospital.
So here I am, lying on the sofa all day with the tv and laptop as my friends. And the worst thing about this is tomorrow's my birthday. How wonderful.

tummy problem

I'm sick. The doctor said it's digestion infection. I knew it! The foods in the pesantren Ramadhan wasn't clean. Here's how I first knew about it.
On my 2nd of pesantren, I had a terrible stomachache. Every time I moved, the pain came back. I had to lie down and curl to a ball like shape so I didn't feel the pain. Trust me, if you saw me you'd laugh your ass off. From then on, I knew it was because of the foods because each time I finished eating and drinking, the stomachache came back.
So now I'm at home, resting, can't go to school. I normally would cheer but high school got a lot of tests and assignments so me not going to school means me getting a lot of work. *faint*
Hope I get better soon because I don't wanna see piles of assignment near my birthday :/

P.S. tomorrow is my friend, Ines', birthday! Too bad I can't go to school :''''(

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birthday wishlist :D

My birthday's coming in 5 days. I'll be 15 this year. I don't know why but I'm so excited to turn 15. Weird. Anyway, I have a lot of things that I want this year. Gosh wonder why hahaha. Here's a few of what I want hopefully someone will read this and kind enough to give it to me on Saturday :P


I know a lot of people say this iPhone's not good but I can't help feeling like a caveman when seeing this phone.

This pen's very awesome, useful, cute, did I mention awesome?

Gah I always love this kind of books!

Just cute and simple. Love it!

How can you not love this whole collection?!

This t-shirt's just............. undescribable.

How can you not love this shoes?

it's here again

Today's the first days of the Ramadan month which means it's the first day of fasting. Alhamdulillah it all went well even though I made a big mistake by watching Discovery Travel & Living 1 hour before breaking fast time. Ooh all those exotic foods and drinks sure makes me wanna eat.
Anyway, I'm going to a 3 day 2 night trip for Pesantren Ramadan. It's an activity where Muslims studied religion deeper in Ramadan month. Because of this I won't be able to blog for a few days (like I blog regularly now haha).
So, Happy Fasting to you all. May Allah's blessings be with you throughout this Holy month :D